Realizing

Finally coming to the realization that my imperfections make me an unfit mate for her, causes me to open my eyes to all of the beautiful women around me.

One in particular, an amazing young lady that sparks my fancy. From the first time I met her, I wanted to get to know her more. I was instantly tossed into my 'shy guy mode'. A state where I try not to look her in the face, consciously avoiding staring too deeply in her eyes.

She laughs at all of my jokes, and asks me any little old question, just to make me feel smart.

She's even interested in my business. Girl's are never interested in what I do for a living, they look at me like I'm weird, just because I don't work for anyone and I have an ounce of ambition.

I definitely hope she doesn't leave too soon, because I would love to take it there.

Take Care.